Brain dead…

Morning. Not a great morning at all. The brain has decided to go on strike today. I’m devoid of thought, of sparkle and of enthusiasm. It’s as though a large weight has been placed on top of the brain, giving it no room to manoeuvre. Just in a sea of deadness today.

Why? Don’t know really. Slept reasonably well, but when I walked to the kitchen to make some breakfast, I just thought that today isn’t worth bothering with. Had the Peer Support group to attend today, but no enthusiasm, nothing. Informed those in charge that there will be a non appearance from me today.

I get days like this. Flat, dead days and the world seems grey and uninteresting. Not emotional at all, even those have ceased to work today. Perhaps I have one or two things on my mind, that is preventing usual enjoyment of activities. Don’t know to be sure.

Not good.

A.S.D Brooks

Author: allenbrooks44

44 year old adult living with Autism...